Dear diary,

I thought that maybe telling Blake and Kalie about me wanting out of the relationship would be easier now with the pandemic going on. It wasn’t, I should’ve gone sooner. I won’t have any time to get back home, today Trump announced that he would also close the border with Canada and Mexico. Returning to Mexico was my escape plan. I mean, I don’t feel comfortable anymore. But I just can’t leave, where would I stay? At least I have a roof over my head here. But I just can’t imagine how it’s going to be if I stay locked up with them for a whole month. I don’t know, what can I do…? I might just download Tinder or Grindr and search some to crash with. Ugh, that’s stupid, right?

Blake is snoring again. I hope everything turns out OK.

Lucas

20/03/20